i really really want to delete that last blog, but i need to leave it up. i hate that he still has so much of an effect on me to make me want to do ridiculous things that i don't really want to do, it's humiliating. and it's making me cry just thinking about it.
...fuck, i'm so goddamn lonely.
posted by ago-go @ 1:22 a.m.
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Go out with the girls, or some gay men. Always perks me up.
Lay off the booze, though. Ugh.
It'll be a while, but soon you'll start to feel normal again. I'm starting to. Kind of.
Agree with Megan - they really do all suck don't they? Time will make it easier, but focusing on having fun with your girlfriends will help. Come on down to Texas - we can go out and tear up the town :)
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