oh, the problem was that you were my inverted king of pentacles....i shoulda seen it coming

well i've been an absentee blogger recently because i've been trapped in a hotel in quebec, aylmer of all places, for the last 3 days or so. i'll describe the procedure later on when i'm more awake but the best thing there happened the first night. 3 of us sat around drinking wine, semi-watching the clothes on the oscars, and getting our tarot cards read. i've only had it done a couple of times and didn't really get much out of it but i thought it would be fun. so it was my turn and all these "bad" cards keep showing up. a giant heart with swords piercing it, a girl sobbing hysterically on the floor, that kind of thing....anyway, the reader seemed a bit distressed but i saw immediately how the cards related to my question. i have had 3 different kinds of heartache in the last little while and am feeling down about my romantic life (although i've been feeling much better than i was earlier in the year). but apparently the bad boy luck is going to continue for a bit (shitty), but after that passes i'll have to make a choice between 2 men. apparently i should trust my gut because it will be right (which was crazy to have her tell me because i'm currently working on trying to trust my gut and get over my issues of chronic self-doubt). the reading also showed the inverted king of pentacles (which also surprised my card reader since i am a typical virgo and normally very contemplative and restrained) which indicated hedonism, and risk taking, and a 'if it feels good do it'/disregard for logic kind of mentality (which i had a brief and damaging lapse into recently). so overall the reading was totally on in kind of a scary way. now i'm just looking forward to those 2 great men i get to choose from...well, i hope they're great!

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